I got the moves

So, today is actually the last day I am going to stay at my grandparents. I am moving in at a very good friend's house. Monday is the big move-in-day, my dad and his wife are traveling from Germany to Denmark, to help me move all my stuff. It's going to be so great. I am looking forward to moving in with my friend. We spent a lot of time hanging out in high school and the last year, so we practically already live together. But oh my, moving can be really hard. When you're packing all your stuff a lot of things suddenly appear and you're like "where did that come from?" "did I really have so much crap?", I have way too much junk I feel like I'm drowning in it. Luckely I'm almost done and I can't wait till it's all over and I'm at my new place!

Just to be random

And unoriginal. I was having a girls day with two of my friends and they showed me this delicious pasta salad recipe. Their version is with rucola/salad rocket, but I am not a fan of it, thus we made it with mini-salad mix - very delicious. As a side dish we added tortilla chips and homemade guacamole. We had a very nice day and a very nice meal. Mmhmh. :)

Recipe:
Pasta
Mini-salad mix
Mozzarella
Chicken breast fillet
Pesto

Guacamole:
2x Avocado
1/2 l creme fraiche
1/2 clove of garlic
1 tbsp concentrated lemon juice
Salt
Pepper

I don't really remember how much we used for the pasta salad, we used 2 medium sized chicken breast fillets and around half a bag of pasta and we had enough for more than four people.

Jobs, University and futures

Lately the days have gone by fast. I'm searching for a job and waiting desperately for an answer from the university saying either that I have been accepted or not. One of my friends, a very good friend of mine, is currently in the same situation. We are moving in together this July and we are both hoping to have the luck to study and get the futures we both want. If one or both of us are unlucky we'll still live together, but none of us really know what else we want. My father says that if I don't get accepted I should start working and maybe try again next year, he also suggested that I take one of my other passions like drawing and develop those skills and try my luck with that instead.
I have already waited one year, studying English to improve my grades and have a better chance getting into university, but I am still afraid it might not be enough.
Everyday I can't stop thinking: If I don't get in.. should I give up that dream and try something else? Or should I work and wait another year and try my luck again the next?
One of the problems in waiting is that I'm not even sure it is the right dream. What if I lose interest? What if I'm not good enough and can't handle the pressure? etc. What then? Two years are a long time to wait for the opportunity to follow a dream you're not even sure about. And what if your efforts aren't enough and you aren't accepted once again?
The problems in giving up after one rejection are that you might sit somewhere in twenty years and think to yourself "why didn't I try again?".. Also what other passion would you be able to follow? What passion would make you able to create a stable future with stable income and still be something you enjoy?
Maybe I'm thinking to much, but I don't want to sit somewhere in twenty years and regret my decision, maybe sit with a shit ass job that I'd rather puke on than attend to. 

 
Picture found on google. Does not belong to me.