I got the moves

So, today is actually the last day I am going to stay at my grandparents. I am moving in at a very good friend's house. Monday is the big move-in-day, my dad and his wife are traveling from Germany to Denmark, to help me move all my stuff. It's going to be so great. I am looking forward to moving in with my friend. We spent a lot of time hanging out in high school and the last year, so we practically already live together. But oh my, moving can be really hard. When you're packing all your stuff a lot of things suddenly appear and you're like "where did that come from?" "did I really have so much crap?", I have way too much junk I feel like I'm drowning in it. Luckely I'm almost done and I can't wait till it's all over and I'm at my new place!

Just to be random

And unoriginal. I was having a girls day with two of my friends and they showed me this delicious pasta salad recipe. Their version is with rucola/salad rocket, but I am not a fan of it, thus we made it with mini-salad mix - very delicious. As a side dish we added tortilla chips and homemade guacamole. We had a very nice day and a very nice meal. Mmhmh. :)

Recipe:
Pasta
Mini-salad mix
Mozzarella
Chicken breast fillet
Pesto

Guacamole:
2x Avocado
1/2 l creme fraiche
1/2 clove of garlic
1 tbsp concentrated lemon juice
Salt
Pepper

I don't really remember how much we used for the pasta salad, we used 2 medium sized chicken breast fillets and around half a bag of pasta and we had enough for more than four people.

Jobs, University and futures

Lately the days have gone by fast. I'm searching for a job and waiting desperately for an answer from the university saying either that I have been accepted or not. One of my friends, a very good friend of mine, is currently in the same situation. We are moving in together this July and we are both hoping to have the luck to study and get the futures we both want. If one or both of us are unlucky we'll still live together, but none of us really know what else we want. My father says that if I don't get accepted I should start working and maybe try again next year, he also suggested that I take one of my other passions like drawing and develop those skills and try my luck with that instead.
I have already waited one year, studying English to improve my grades and have a better chance getting into university, but I am still afraid it might not be enough.
Everyday I can't stop thinking: If I don't get in.. should I give up that dream and try something else? Or should I work and wait another year and try my luck again the next?
One of the problems in waiting is that I'm not even sure it is the right dream. What if I lose interest? What if I'm not good enough and can't handle the pressure? etc. What then? Two years are a long time to wait for the opportunity to follow a dream you're not even sure about. And what if your efforts aren't enough and you aren't accepted once again?
The problems in giving up after one rejection are that you might sit somewhere in twenty years and think to yourself "why didn't I try again?".. Also what other passion would you be able to follow? What passion would make you able to create a stable future with stable income and still be something you enjoy?
Maybe I'm thinking to much, but I don't want to sit somewhere in twenty years and regret my decision, maybe sit with a shit ass job that I'd rather puke on than attend to. 

 
Picture found on google. Does not belong to me.

Moved once again

I just moved to my grandparents' house a couple of days ago. They have an amazing house with an amazing garden, surrounded by an amazing landscape. Though I like it here, I don't feel quite at home and I don't think I ever will. I'm really looking forward for the day, when I have a place I can call MY home, but it's not gonna happen any time soon. Sadly.

Here comes some pictures I've taken, which shows what I like so much about this place.

 Argh, you can see my reflection in the glass. xP

 This is actually my tree. :b It's an apple tree my grandparents planted the day I was born. :)

I love their garden. It is very peaceful out here, but I need to find my own place. It is lovely to come here, but to live here is just too far from everything else and.. I haven't got much privacy. d;

But to all lovely people who read this, no matter if you think this is interesting or totally boring or whatever...
I wish you all a nice day. :)

~ over and out

Heyo!

So, it's been a while.
I finally graduated from High School and it has been such a relief! I am so happy that this chapter of my life is over and I can start a new one. Right now I am looking for a job, and I was looking for an apartment too, but decided to live at my grandparents' house, they have kind of an extra apartment in their house with bathroom and kitchen and of course bedroom.
Even though it sure is lovely to lay around and do absolutely nothing, I have to start working 'cause sadly the money wont just appear in front of me whenever I need them. :P But I've become just a bit too lazy lately. xD
Right now I live at a friend's house while she is in Brazil, but she is coming home on Monday and there isn't enough space for three people - she lives with her boyfriend - that's why I'm only gonna stay a few days after they have come home.

Hope you're all enjoying the summer as long as it lasts. :)

~ Have a nice day ♥

Oh yeah! And if anyone have some recipes with healthy, easy and delicious food, I would love to get some links. :) Thanks in advance!

Cake tiiime!

Hello~ ♥

I have a little request to everyone who stumbles across my blog. It doesn't even matter if you've never been here before or never consider to come back again. ^^
I want to make a cake! But... I don't feel like making the usual easy chocolate kind of cake, I want to try something else, something that might take time, because I'm not used to baking cake. So... what I would like you people to do is remember a cake you really like and write the name of the cake or if you want to be an extra delicious sweety pie link the recipe. :)

That is all for now, thanks in advance~ ♥

Hospital

So... It's time to go to the hospital once again. Tomorrow morning my knee is going to be looked at, because they have to find out weather to and how to remove the cyst behind my knee. I don't remember if I already have told about it? But it is something that makes my knee hurt as hell, so I can't wait till they finally do something.
I'm at my sister's right now because she lives closest to the hospital, it's cozy, though she isn't home right now. But she'll be there soon.

That's all I've got for today.

~♥